Hotel Room

An itinerary:
The room empty but echoes
of a voice miles away;
playful with so much space.

A single timid light,
huddled in the shadows,
anxious and dim company,
leaving the room its secrets.

A laugh shared,
some flint and steel,
to ignite the cold fire,
that distance put to embers.

A foreign bed,
eager to be what it is,
but, so often,
too much of what it is not.

There is no knock.

In silence a figure enters,
with confident strides,
and a club in hand,
they cross the sea of darkness,
from the door to the bed.

They beat the man to death,
in but three strikes,
erasing all the moments past,
and all those to come.

There was no fight,
absurdity is its own concussion,
only some bewildered protests,
labored breathing.

On the other end of the phone,
who knows how far away,
a voice asks questions:

“What’s going on,”
“are you alright,”
“can you hear me?”
The things you ask,
when you already know the answer.

For a long time,
they keep asking.
Absurdity is its own concussion.

The Return

We try so hard to find the words
to remember the fading dream,
catch falling water with our hands;
to capture the best memories.

There is no jar that can hold them,
but go on and puncture the lid.
No box so large as to entomb,
but go on and wrap what you can.

Their fragile nature makes them great
while also the cause for heartbreak;
for the truth that they make us feel
cannot reconcile what is real.

Though we are obliged to live lies,
and the moments we truly lived
will fade into obscurity;
take solace in what gifts they give.

It is in those spaces we find
the time to appreciate love
and enjoy one another’s truths
that have eluded us since youth.

Unfettered by any demands
we become what we’re meant to be,
but like sifting desert sands;
that power is far too costly.

Still, I want all those memories;
the haunting phantasm of those dreams,
the moist lips of a desperate drink;
let photographers fill in those blanks.