Hurricane

All those years of emptiness, a tomb;
inside – gestating such violent dreams,
coalesced into form, condensed, collapsed,
and unleashed ever more as tortured screams.

Calling out across an uncaring void,
to cull the ambitions of lesser forms –
ignite the dark expanse with fire unseen
and raucous solar storms.

A bold pearl is suspended within eternity,
a mote of dust that trembles as it falls,
the ceaseless waves of horror crashing,
impressing their desperation against its walls.

The tiny planet steels itself with hard mountains,
calms itself with vast sanctuaries of ocean,
and soon suffers the anguish as a comfort;
finding growth in the soil of those emotions.

Life then finds purchase after eons of false starts.
It rises, one rung at a time, until it thrives,
standing astride the eternal fires and bear witness,
to the struggle of existence, and survive.

The pearl is set aside for ideas to take their place,
the sound of suffering out amongst the stars
muted by the growing transitive bustle
of wagons, ships, planes and cars.

But the screaming never stops,
the oceans secret the agony away,
holding it in as long as they can,
until met with cooler days,

When contemplative rain falls like bricks,
confident in an end the earth can easily dissolve,
but is met with Discordia’s ancient anger,
and the horrors of time forgotten and unresolved.

With terror, precipitation rises as a squall,
to retreat from the known and unknown,
evading the languid web of fatalism,
rather than become another sterile seed sewn,

The exchange of current and course accelerate,
until the violent motion is more than function,
birthing a determined prophet of intent;
Helios’ blind messiah of destruction,

lumbering towards a pregnant shore,
where years of engineered fertility,
could only now germinate malevolence,
sprouting anxiety, poverty, vulnerability.

The maw of the storm stretches for miles,
carrying with it a spiteful inevitability,
amid the storm’s callous consumption,
solace nestles in life’s tragic tranquility.

Reflections on Time

Interacting with your own line of time,
feels like death penalty electronics,
brain shouting in pyrotechnics,
warning or celebration, who can tell?

Perhaps it’s the screaming desire,
to transcend the moment,
to be sound, fury, too.
Stretching out into places as alien as you,
manipulating the history of your future.

But the noise fails to silence
the confrontation between your two selves.
Merely a transitory way station for thoughts,
as you try to adjust perspective towards fullness.

A magic eye poster of before and after,
regurgitated onto a single surface,
only making sense to disloyal eyes, corrupted minds.

Singularity, finally achieved, is painful,
requires hyper focus,
the tension if it stretches sanity’s bounds.

To hold in place, grab another and squeeze,
break skin, find empathy.

Bond

Late
later than we knew,
but that is eternally,
you.

Profoundly present, attentive,
ignorance only in the future,
the moment reigns supreme,
you.

All other time,
is trivialized by experience,
the sand amidst the dune,
you.

When the day ends,
when the next begins,
it is always comforted by,
you.

Now, here,
living fuller lives,
loving more,
we.

Singularity

The shadows feel like water.
The way they move around me,
reminds me of my daughters;
the light kept from them, the silhouette they see.

Prescient moments arise
lived backwards like memories,
rowing past soft pastel skies,
in the universe’s transient reverie.

A burst of life shines like hope,
feels compassionate like home,
the sober end of a rope,
that will throttle the throat when we are alone.

These moments shouldn’t be here,
any purpose they portend
defies the cadence once near.
We all curve in strange places as time bends.

A Lament

I regret the tragedies that broke me,
the quiet moments after, parsing thoughts,
finding solace when I should have suffered,
and, at last, forgetting the lesson learned.

I regret mysteries I did not see,
those theaters of war where I should have fought,
the responsibilities I deferred,
and not recognizing what I had earned.

I regret not letting my anger be,
becoming the anxiety it sought,
not heeding the advice that was conferred,
and ignoring the peace that I so yearned.

I regret thinking time was like the sea,
capricious waves in which we were all caught,
a purity otherwise unperturbed,
and not an ocean, overfished and spurned.

Yesterday

The years soak like rain
  through the clothes
            chilling the skin
    torturing the bones.

In the now,
                    all the days before-
            the days to come;
are a murky stew of moments
                  that obscure the current one.

I scream my first lungfull
          and take my last,
                  prepare for another.

       The stew stirs,
                cools
                    congeals;
            fresh off the stove,
                      and half finished.

                                     I don’t know…

                                     I don’t know…

               I know only,

Today is tomorrow’s yesterday.

Tomorrow

waits for no one – it but exists
          and that is enough.

           I accept the challenge
though it grows everyday.





I raise the sails each morning
      towards that great whale
                  not to hunt it down in vengeance
but to explore its yawning wake
                until at last it turns on me
            and speaks solemnly, “no more”
      having grown too great a future
                      for my sails to endure.

6 PM

The day has settled
              to find rest where it is wont to be,
speak softly, those closing remarks,
              and resign to quiet darkness
with the dream of sunlight to carry it to morning.

The restless feign a closed eye
            the other, a slivered lookout
                  waiting for the light to die
            just enough to escape beneath the cool evening.

Some adventures can only be had
                    in the space between.