Just a Chair

Bobby climbed the stairs to look for a chair,
to discover the places where gifts hide,
tall realms where secrets quietly reside.
Mother would caution, “Look not there, beware.”

Bobby’s father, his mother had declared,
carried the chair to the attics embrace,
the darkest nook of the old house’s space.
Sister would oft’ warn, “Look not there, beware.

the bugs that settle there will breed nightmares,”
but Bobby, bold and defiant as can be
brushed off spiders, ants, and worms with no plea.
Though everyone warned, “Look not there, beware,”

Bobby’s daring heart refused to be impaired.
He opened the door with a hint of pride,
only half noticing what was inside,
part of him begging, “Look not there, beware.”

Not glancing up he claimed the lonesome chair,
grasping it by its sprawled and feeble legs,
and tugging it past the ones over head,
while still muttering, “Look not there, beware.”

The commotion startled his mother fair,
she rushed up the stairs towards the vexing sound,
and was devastated by what she found.
No one had warned her, “Look not there, beware.”

She screamed out in fear, grief and despair,
and grabbed Bobby’s face, veiling his young eyes.
stumbling through sobs and anguished cries,
pleading with Bobby, “Look not there, beware.”

Since that dreadful day Bobby only stares,
at his food, his hands, the water’s surface,
even at his father’s funeral service,
he just hushed softly, “Look not there, beware.”

A Chair Unburdened

Over me
          overwhelming
but from its end-
impartial.

Alone, we are so many things
between beginning and ending
together, we are absolute horror.

From my end;
down here,
almost close enough-
the bridge between us
is devastatingly indecisive.

From its end;
hanging there,
it remains stoic-
                  impartial.

The weight is all on me,
until at last it is not,
gifted above;
for we are nothing unburdened.

             If I can no longer be
                        the warm support
                  that allows the muscles to cool,
                the bones to settle;
I’ll at least be the platform on
which to stand.
            High enough to hang their troubles
      and let them swing,
                as they did decades ago in a box of sand-
                      impartial.

Though kicked away;
                      discarded,
          I am satisfied to resign
                      having served well
in my time.

That Poole Boy

There wasn’t much to go on then
but I’m glad you were my friend

When I kept running
              you kept up with me
              you saved me.

You were music and love and humor
You were intrigue and guidance
You were the high-water mark
          when it felt like I was drowning

There wasn’t much to go on then,
but for a while
                 we made our own paths together
                        and those paths exploded into new routes
           had you not been there, mine may have ended.

                                                                                         You see
There wasn’t much to go on then
but there was you,
             and for that
I would go through it all again.

Poor Advice

Friend, you are the universe.
Know that as you weep alone,
All of this was unrehearsed
Expressions of the unknown.

You are as much randomness,
As an echo of battle,
Old records of callousness,
Made self reflective prattle.

An apex of existence,
Speaking to it of beauty
With unyielding persistence
And a false sense of duty.

You do not owe anything;
To live and breathe is enough.
Why spend your time worshipping,
The jailor and his handcuffs?

There is much to venerate
With no need to stray outside
Instead one should celebrate
What existence has implied.

One: You are here observing.
That from which you were sculpted,
The success of preserving
Knowledge in one who’s trusted.

Trusted for your survival,
Trusted to keep on fighting,
To witness your arrival
And to put it in writing.

Two: Much has been overcome,
Once lame, now you run meters,
Once deaf to everyone,
Now an eloquent speaker.

So much world was ingested
That you were set to rupture,
But instead you invested,
Putting those forms to structure.

Three: Nothing is eternal,
Once you are gone, it’s finished;
There is not an external,
No reward, nothing punished.

The birth and the conclusion
Bind your story like bookends;
So enjoy the delusion,
And let your fiction distend.

An Ode to Rob O’Horo

He had pictures in a dusty stack,
Joy flowed out from every frozen stance
As he leapt full meters dancing the gopak.
I often think about that,
Everything I loved about him,
My favorite moments and most influential chats,
The smoke of an empty shell casing expressed as his whim.
Poor man drank himself dead
All while entertaining my young self.

More than most, his imprint is pressed upon my head,
His humor and wisdom were both top shelf;
He offered so much guidance through film and book,
When I needed it/him more than I knew,
We stayed up all night discussing his life, what it took,
And thus I learned about mine and grew.
Coy was I in response to his caring stance,
Until he took his own life, and it destroyed me, but…
Boy, let me tell you, that man could dance.