Wet Candy

Just light interrupted,
drawing uncrossable borders,
leaving only the essence of me,
punch-drunk and absent definition.

I seek a shape uncorrupted,
shielded from decay by order,
but find no truth I could be,
just light interrupted.

Pursuing new ambitions,
I detail the things I am not,
navigating myself through empty space
drawing uncrossable borders.

Decisions brittle with structure,
see the world pruned,
until most of it has fallen away,
leaving only the essence of me.

Now tasting this form,
unexpected variables emerge;
I am this fleeting sweetness, still
punch-drunk and absent definition.

I begin

I fail when I begin;
where others succeed,
I end
and the will to accomplish
can not survive this struggle.
Where others fail,
I can not,
and when I accomplish this end
the struggle to survive will succeed.
I begin
to accomplish, not survive.
Succeed where others will struggle,
and when this I fail,
the end, I can begin.
This struggle,
can not survive to the end,
and where I fail,
I will begin.
I succeed when others accomplish.
I will not fail;
the struggle can end
where I and others succeed,
to accomplish this,
survive when I begin.