Not having anything to do; the leashed phone, the unknown.
Bruises, cuts and wounds; the bitter cold, the searching soul.
The night without street lights; uncivilized sights, sunlit rooms.
Enjoy the world as it was meant to be; sober, subtle and unexplored, because in the end it will turn on you; bind you in rope, flood your eyes, your ears, and leave you with no place to call home.
The fog that hides the day as night retires, shades of sunlight grasping for purchase struggling in undulating swirls, hoping to find in ambiguity, some purpose.
The rising darkness from the depths of fire billowing into the night to throttle the stars, like open mouths cradling soundless screams or the profound words of a dead man’s memoirs.
The way a tree feels when bound to expire, stripped of all its lush extravagance the machinations of a world that brought it life, now turned to break it beneath those same elements.
The slow pyrotechnics of stagnant air’s attire sustained in sanguine starlight while time drifts away, held like the pot won in a game of marbles, careful hands celebrating their display.
The decisions we unearth in quagmire seeking more an end than a right or wrong, transfixed by distant familiarity the difference lost in the chorus of the song.
The way our histories resurface as satire courage marred by fear, the bold now timid and pale those truths that hide in the present revealed once pitted against the rest and placed on a scale.
The thoughts that in twilight give cause to perspire when the permanence of absence is paramount, trickling through the cracks in our confidence though it is only ourselves we need to surmount.
I would go outside today if it meant I could play with my friends if I could do more than wave at them watch them drift off from my doorstep getting further and further away we’d choose whose yard would host the game and recite the rules of play then make up altogether new ones and that would become our whole day. But now, all of us stay inside forgetting the rules, forgoing new ones adopting only those from where we reside an intensely smaller world the density of a dead star preventing any escape.
From the window I can see where I want to be I wave, hoping it will turn to wave back at me.