Conquering Mt Katahdin

Teeth grind against time, older than heart beats;
bury themselves in the nape of the world
and through that grit they grunt back, “I dare you,”
so in droves we come to mine from them ‘truth.’

But ‘truth’ does not move through time as we do.
Desperate for relevance in our space,
we seek stability in the journey;
while what is true finds no movement worthy.

Thus those mandibles remain static
while we struggle for purchase against them;
should we win, overcoming their long face
we will have, in the end, lost the race.

The drums of victory may course in our veins
as we stand atop the corpse of impulse
to reflect on the unconquerable
hoping someday to be ponderable,

yet our triumph is too brief a passing
to reconcile against the scales of time,
like a flash of lightning through the night sky;
radiance wasted in a blink of an eye.

Photograph by David Wilson

Artillery

Fire surges us forward at speed
piercing clouds and comprehension
threading violently through the chaotic cotton
eluding any eyes that would dare to follow.

A monstrous arch that frowns against the world
all the fruited things now rotten
corrupt with anima and conflict
warring over what little remains of Apollo.

Human nature is to define and to contradict
and they do so with unquenchable bloodlust
condemning their opposition without discourse
at a pace that leaves their memories shallow.

We crash to the earth, nowhere they could predict
a bedlam of the horrors willfully forgotten.

Thick Gray Clouds Crying

Not for caution

              the rain

   like water toiling away
          at the bottom of a black pot

heavy with industry

             an entire era of invention
          crashing to the earth

          burning away the weeds
                with acid and ash

taking everything else with it

           while we dance and sing,

                         make love

until at last we drift away into sadness.
                        again.

               that rain…

                               even on sunny days

                  is always seeping deeper beneath the surface.

Rachael Running

A winter’s grain in the hands of the sun,
The blossom of spring outstretched in embrace,
A wind from summer’s eve on a warm face,
Autumn leaves laughing beneath tranquil steps.
Each year swells with you between it’s bookends
While I, lost in pride, find our time displaced,
yet you run so fast that I must give chase
to stay with you as long as time portends.
The steps you take grow larger every day,
so oft diverting from the path we made;
you have and will always forge your own way,
while we tag along in admiration.

Middle of Nowhere

Solemn shadows
languish about
in the heat of a stale sun.
The world stretched out like taffy
yawning at the end of day.

Rust caked memories
cover everything the eye sees
red cataracts
over golden iris’
[keeping secrets]

A lone desolate road
lays against the earth
like an abandoned parade float
absent the anticipation of its creators
the pomp of its apogee.

No one is there to hear
the road signs speak,
every mile or so,
reminding would be travelers
where they have been-
where they go.

The Last Noel

I saw christmas propped on a wall
a furry elbow anchored to faded brick
and an old frayed rope loose around the neck.

His coat opened to expose the belly beneath
a polluted white undershirt
covered in flecktarn flattery of the heat.
The suspenders undone, failed their purpose
but allowed him to
              decorate the building
          with a hot yellow stream
      that smelled uncomfortably sweet,
      the excess pooled on the cement below;
an alabaster sidewalk, darkened
by the corruption.

He didn’t stop when he noticed me
turning midstream
like an eighteen wheeler losing
                                its center
                                        around a corner.

Amidst the wreckage
a sign remains intact
moored to his chest
bobbing up and down with labored breath;
              “The End is Nigh.”

You Are Here.

I am here.
Against all the dreams of fate,
my persistence permeates,
transcends the fear;
I, am here.

Long behind bolted gates,
bound by crippling weights,
now freed upon a new frontier;
I am here.

This life is mine to dictate,
these dreams, mine to create.
If there is one thing that is clear;
I am, here.

Through all the changing states,
my force will not abate.
Because I persevere,
I am here.

Ice Fishing on Lake Sakakawea

Water rushes forth
cutting through the landscape
tearing down trees…

In my youth
we would gather there.
That was ‘base.’
Some perversion in the soil
grew it awkward
and preserved it.
There was no other of its like
we’d count,

                “One”

                “Two”

                “Three”
Turn and lay low any who moved.

…bushes, plants
gnashing at them
with a hurricane of white caps,
roiling top soil;
the mangled limbs of old oaks.
The flood consumes the forest
but is unsated,
cartwheeling down the street…

We rode our bikes,
cards in the spokes,
three abreast;
like we each had
a full tank of gas, no curfew.
        some of us didn’t
and only went home
when no one was left
to muffle the night.

Taking with it loose sheets of concrete
gauging them out with the dead ends
of what once was a forest
only a few short moments ago.
As if on a mission
                  serving a purpose
the torrent sprints down main street
a feral beast of a cat
on the serengeti
ignoring all the buildings that lined its path
driven only to one end;
to take down the theater.

In the darkness
outside of time
fantasy becomes tangible
while reality falls away
like sheets of snow
from a hot tin roof.
Captured in that web
I am what I am meant to be
until the lights come on.

It may have been the first to go,
but the flood took the whole town
              and discarded in its place
              a lake

When winter comes
and hides it all beneath ice
          we drill holes
          drink til we are warm
          and toss in a line
      only once in awhile terrified
                        that we’ll pull up
                        some part of that old life.

Thin Walls

The paper has fallen from the walls.
The paste that held it in place laid to waste
by the passing of time;
as memories before it,
tenants before that,
dreams yet earlier.

It recoils away from its purpose
in sensual curves
that languish treacherously
aching for the floor beneath;
the filth and refuse of
accumulated events.

Between the patterns and the plaster
life propagates
milky pustules undulating
performative movements
anxious for a future in flight.

The sun sets against the windowsill.
The portal closing
on a perspective lost
to the procession of stars;
the persistence of planets
the carelessness of time.

Delicacy

Hindered by broken moments
                  the time passes
                        meat from a grinder
                                  squeezing out uncomfortably,
                  sustenance indiscernible from grissle.

oil, grease
      leisure brought to sloth
                    manifest
      falling like melted clocks
                  to a porcelain plate below.

somewhere
          cellophane is waiting.