Alone

Cold walls make emptiness hollow
a word becomes a paragraph
but the silence is often worse;
that soft, sobered condemnation.

It grows on you like wilted vines
masking mortar and stoic stones
with a web that pulls at the bones
and antagonizes the spine
into emergency room lines.
‘Twas silence that broke Apollo
and surely I too will follow
beneath all this desolation
with my own frigid narration;
cold walls make emptiness hollow

but they fit the mood of the thing.
So I sit, intensely alone
processing all that I was shown
wearing tragedy like a ring;
the whole of my mind in a sling
thoughts circled like an epitaph
rubbed raw in stone on my behalf.
‘Ouroboros,’ the term scoured
when spoken at the right hour
a word becomes a paragraph.

Poisonous prose sinking inside
deep within the ardent soil
that place where thoughts oft wont to roil
and become greater than they should
louder than the self ever could
spitting out erratic free verse
without pause or time to rehearse
and asking, “repeat after me,”
so you spew disheveled debris…
but the silence is often worse.

A void mirrored is oppressive
a wave that splits the earth and sky
sent upon us to purify
turning the peaceful aggressive
the charitable, possessive.
Nothing is more than stagnation.
It’s more than obliteration.
It is the ego sacrificed
sold out for a zero-sum price
that soft, sobered condemnation.

Relativity

There between the stars
are lights from afar
stars themselves
blackened by distance
dulled by time
and lost to naivety.

A certain level of corruption
foreshadows their revelation
some darkness within
siphoned from the void without
to leave these distant galaxies gasping for air
with us greedily grasping at their corpses
and calling it power.


The audacity.


A corpse can’t smell a corpse through its fetid remains.

One Act Play

The air conditioner sounds are raging
orchestrated Freon and mechanics
but the notes fall on deaf ears, just staging
to support a troupe of thoughts in panic
but their choreography is manic.
All the actors have forgotten their lines
they walk the stage like a field of land mines
switchblade feet stabbing at the wooden planks
too focused to recognize the call signs
catching angry vegetables with a “thanks”

When a Home Becomes a House

The sun is setting
long shadows down empty halls
all the doors are closed.

Green grass overgrown
lifeless leaves lounging about
a rusted rake reclined

Motes of dust falling
through soft light from streaked glass
curtains drawn and tied

A nail for hanging
white lace over furniture
they remain unused

What hands have built and maintained
now lie empty and lifeless.

Appalachia (photo by Valerius Tygart)

Look off into the stoic mountains
the stubborn, biting and cold mountains

There they’ve stood for centuries unmoved
as if born already old mountains

Cutting through the landscape like trauma
the earth exposed by these bold mountains

history stretched past the horizon
tales of violence that molds mountains

that humbled all life to fire and ash.
Let the next species behold mountains

ours spent their lives trying to break them
but only aeons can fold mountains.

Rachael Makes Her Own Place

When her eyes light up like fire
it warms me to the core
to see her mind contract and expand
embracing all that’s in store.

To find and explore new thoughts
that she wants to understand
to give more than she ever got
with an energy that will never tire.

If you ever met her before
she’s likely left you inspired
with her offer of a helping hand-
a trait I’ve always admired.

She’ll feed you the food off her plate
and give you advice to contemplate
she retains all the lessons she was taught
and is the first to suit up as your mascot

A master of wit and satire
because laughter is one of her few desires
I couldn’t ask for anything more
the person she is I truly adore.

What fortune to live a life with her in it!
That brilliant, brave and beautiful misfit.

Samsquanch

Samuel Riley Behlke
is always there to help me
with a heart that’s exposed and raw
he fights his way out the worlds maw

In this strange and changing place
Samuel finds his own pace
focusing on the things he loves
and what he doesn’t, he’ll rise above

Because above all Samuel has tenacity
and a love for others in great capacity
he wants always to be part of a team
and to be held in great esteem

Which isn’t hard at all to do
because Sam is genuine, through and through.
His honesty will catch you off guard
while all subtlety he will discard.

We have shared some fascinating talks
and gone on some amazing walks
ever raged against each other as foes
but there are a few things I hope he knows

I love Samuel very much
and he may be my only son as such
but in that son I’ve gained a friend
a hero, a scholar and a mentorship that never ends.